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Reflective Essay Also referred to as the life and times of a simple man In the Beginning god created me….. he didn’t really give me a fair chance did he, I mean makin me back like it is, god ive hated him fo that, pretty ironic saying god ive hated him for that, insulting god, using his own name, is even god a he?, I doubt it, I doubt it gods a she really, I doubt it so much god even exists, I mean its pretty handy him having done all these miracles so long ago that noone alive can remember them I think its just something man created to give some people something to believe in and stop people from being bad and shit, honestly its all pretty vague to me how many gods are there?, Buddhism, islam even though the islam god is the same as ours I know, their rules and shit are kinda different, not that god is my god, I have no god, My god is not one that forces me to live by rules, I live how I want by wat I believe in, that don’t mean im gonna go out and start smashin shit and start killin and rapin and doin drugs……….. umm yeah, but I do what I want and do wat I believe is write, basically wat I believe is that u treat everyone exactly how u would like to be treated yourself, treat noone differently, u know, also like treat girls higher than anything, like olden days u know, fuck all this bullshit about im a playa and shit, fuck that, boys betta respect girls and if they don’t when im round, they betta watch out cos I get fukin revved up when I see shit like that, or me very own bruvs dissin me other bruvs, jesus Christ, if your gonna knock your own friends how cool is that, or cunts just startin fights for no reason, god I hate ppl that do that, man , u must be real cool fightin ppl, I used to dislike ppl jus cos they liked different music, pop music and rap music and shit, ive kinda eased up on it and stuff although I still believe my music is better I realise that ppl have different likes, u know its kinda like food really, so that’s pretty much me rules to life, treat ppl nice, especially ladies and go for it u know do anything u really wanna, don’t let wat ppl have said bout shit hold ya back Of course he (god) still gave me wat I value the most and that is the way I look at life, I mean some people, I guess most people look at life differently to me, I kinda don’t care any more so im up for anything u know, “live life or life will live u” kinda shit, “fear of death keeps of from living not from dyin” u know that sentence when I read it for the very first time it like hit me and this light kinda came into me life (not really, woulda been cool but), but I was like yea, that’s right, u see some old ppl and they r like travel, why do ya wanta travel, u got it perfect right here and shit, yeah I like aus, but I wanna see shit and then they die and they haven’t done nothing cept for work the same dead end job for the past 50 years and lived in the same go no where town forwver, fuck that man, im not like that man, im open to anything, I love u all u know I love all my friends more than I love life u know, honest if any of em came up to me, even the ones I hardly know, and said I have to die tomorrow, if I had to swap em I would for sure, I love u all that much, I know it sounds pretty corny and shit, but I do, I wish I could have like taken me brothers spot for like at least one week in hospital, spending ya holidays in hospital that’s pretty off man, fuck u god FUCK U, ui mean me and me bro, we hardly ever get sick like when I get sick its cos I spend too much time in the cold or drink too much or something but at the start of the holidays I got sick for no reason, oh no there was a reason for that hehe…, yeha but man, you woulda thought god woulda made him sick in school time at least not in the holidays, I mean he had the last week off school for bein sick, so that’s what 3 weeks already and they wanta keep him in for another week that’s 4 fuckin weeks, goddam.
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