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letter to mom
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Alicia N. Nolden September 19, 2003 English 1105 Mrs. Williamson - Allen A Letter To Mom Dear Mom, I haven¡¯t exactly been the perfect daughter and I know that throughout these past couple of years, I¡¯ve probably caused you some extra stress. I somehow gave you the impression that I didn¡¯t love you as much as should have and that I really didn¡¯t want to be around you. I took advantage of you and I probably hurt your feelings. However, before I begin to apologize for that, I wanted to let you know why I¡¯ve been acting the way I have. I myself have been going through a lot of things that I didn¡¯t quite know how to deal with it. I was looking around for pity and sympathy and the one person I thought I was sure to get it from, you, didn¡¯t give me ¡°the time of day¡±. When I say the ¡°time of day¡±, I don¡¯t mean that you didn¡¯t pay any attention to me, I simply mean that you gave me the simple two-second pity role and then went about your business. You acknowledged the fact that I was hurting and then acted like nothing ever happened. Do you remember during sophomore year, when I told you how the girls were acting towards me and I said that it felt as if I didn¡¯t belong? Do you remember what you said to me? You told me not to worry about it because they obviously weren¡¯t my true friends and that if they were then they would realize how they were acting toward me and stop. You also told me that if they continued to act the way they did then I should tell them how I felt. I took to heart what you said and started to draw distant from them because like you said, they weren¡¯t my true friends. As a result to that, I began feeling lonely. I had no one to talk to and I didn¡¯t know how to respond to that situation. You never did ask me if my situation had changed or if they were acting any different towards me after that day. I can¡¯t tell you how hurt I was by that. It was as if you forgot or just didn¡¯t care. I never said anything about it because I really didn¡¯t know how. I was never really big on expressing my feelings out aloud because I didn¡¯t know how people would respond to them.
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